The Boy Of My Dreams

"It's time for you to go for good." Jason said as he held me in his arms.
I couldn't help the tears that slipped out of my already puffy eyes.

God I hate crying.

"Don't let me go" was what I wanted to tell him but already knew it wasn't up to him.
Fate had already decided.
"Jacob " I said after what seemed like forever.
"Yah" he said. As I looked into the dark green eyes I could see myself in them.
Happy .
"Kiss me." And just like that his lips crashed onto mine. From a gentle peck to a mind blowing passionate kiss is how it went.It wasn't soft but neither was it aggressive .
It was perfect. We moved together,
Finding the motion as we put everything in it knowing it was our last.
We are human even if it's just in my mind and so we had to stop to get some air.
Our heads against each other
Eyes starring into the others
We stood in the darkness
Silence all around us
His hands held me like they were trying to outline every detail of me.
"Lac.." as he was about to say something I heard my mom's voice.
She was crying.....
For ME!
I started to feel myself drifting back to reality.
Jacob let go of me and as i looked at him I saw a single tear escape.