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Refreshed with Regrets

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Refreshed from a nine month long social media hiatus, Olivia Bennett is back and better than ever.

She went offline after breaking up with her first love, Damon Salvatore. Now he's moved on with the reason that caused them to split. It's her turn to start dating again. And as a rising actress, she has plenty of new options.

Including, her longtime celebrity crush, Zac Efron. The two started flirting online and slowly that turned into more and more. Is she in over her head? Or can she handle the Hollywood scene and all the bad boys that come with it? 

Machine Gun Kelly, a rapper that Olivia is a huge fan of, slowly creeps his way into her personal life. He's the opposite of America's heartthrob of a boy next door. Yet, similarly Olivia is attracted to him.

Regrets. No one wants to have them. People don't like to admit them. But they exist, created from the moments you feel too much that your decision making skills are useless. You live, young, wild and free without caring that the choices you make can have consequences. Like, if you choose between two great guys and in the moment you pick the wrong one. Sometimes it takes too long to realize it isn't right. Then you're left with misery, confusion, and a sense of loss. Because you hate what you've done, you wish you can take it back, make the right choice. You can try to rectify the scenario, but at the end of the day what you originally could have had, no longer exists. Regret. It's a hard pill to swallow.All Rights Reserved

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