Life is always unpredictable for Miriam Becker and that's just how she likes to live it-- on the edge of dreams and reality. While slowly healing from the loss of her older sister, she ends up reconnecting with her sister's childhood best friend and his bandmates. The three of them reassure her that she is far from alone and that she has a full train of people riding through every hill, loop, and corkscrew on the coaster of life. Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down, sometimes the ride will break down; yet she always finds a way to continue on--even if she needs some help to do such. These are the experiences of living the dream despite life threatening and dehabilitating illnesses. These are her stories of living life in the pit, on the road, in the hospital, and in the scene.