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When I Started Living

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It all started on Skylars 17th birthday. 
The actual events in itself were almost nothing compared to the feelings that followed. 
One week later, guilt is added to the overwhelming emotions she already has on her chest. 
On top of all the trauma she has already gone through, she feels at fault for her ex-boyfriends twin sisters death. 
So she runs away. 
Trying to get away from the demons that follow her. 


*WARNING* 

Some topics in this book may not be suitable for all audiences. Some of the topics may be triggering to some readers. There will be sex. There is swearing. This book deals with death. This book also mentions rape, and mental illness. If any of these aspects bother you, don't read it.All Rights Reserved

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