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A Part Of Me (Ben Barlow Fanfic)

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Reads 13,656
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Parts 8
Time 48m

BanditsAndHooligans

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This is Karina Slee's first time on Warped tour with her pop punk band 'Silver Lining'. She thought she had her social anxiety under control and that the tour would be fun and easy going. But the day she gets there she can't even leave her bus due to fear of the big crowds. Refusing to take her meds, due to fear of people judging her, she finds herself having daily anxiety attacks and not coping at all with the tour. That is until she meets Ben. Can he help her overcome her anxiety and finally start to enjoy life to the fullest? Find out in A Part Of Me (Neck Deep Fanfic)


This is my first fanfic and I'm not very good /.\ please give me feedback and tell me what you thinkAll Rights Reserved

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