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If Only

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Parts 14
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Reads 234
Votes 9
Parts 14
Time 1h 9m

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Kacy is an ordinary 17 year old girl. 
Her family conditions sucks between her mom and her deathening sickness and her dad who very often comes home with a bottle of vodka in his hand.
Her stepsister Kayla beats her everytime she has the opportunity to and Kacy's reputation is reduced into pieces.
She is known as the fat, chubby and round girl with no friends that everyone hates.
But something made all of that turn around.
She moves away.
Falls in love with her next door neighbor.
Popularity invades her life.

Where is her life leading her to?All Rights Reserved

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The Bad Boy Saved Me by Pentatonix21

Do you ever wonder what life would be like if it were a movie? Or some sappy romance novel that you wish your life could be like but it's not? Sometimes you may even get to caught up in the fictional world that you don't realise it IS fictional. Then when you do realise life isn't what you convinced yourself it would be, there is only one possible outcome. Depression. Which may lead to anxiety, self-harm, low self esteem, and worst of all, losing the people you love. Life works in weird ways. Not just for you but for others too. Take Cassidy Rivers for example. Her life is far from perfect. No parents, over protective big brother, few friends, and Asher Norman, the bad boy who won't stop picking on her. Could life get any worse for Cassidy?

The Truth ✔ by Karenj128

Kaleb Knightly, Briarwood High School's own bad boy. But he's not your typical 'bad boy.' He makes straight A's, he doesn't sleep around, and he cares about people and isn't afraid to show that he cares. Since bumping into Layla Davis, the school's loner, freshman year, he's been intrigued by her. She's a mystery that he wants to solve. With the help of his cousin and friends, he hopes to become friends with her. But Layla doesn't want that. She wants to stay invisible. She wants nothing to do with him or anyone. But Kaleb and his friends just can't take no for an answer. As Kaleb and his friends try to break down her walls and someone from her past reappears, will she let her wall fall or build them up higher and stronger? ***Amazing cover made by @faithfulness254*** Like I say with all my stories... I'm not great at writing a summary for them. Please give the story a try, though. You might just like it. I will also try writing a better summary once I write more of the story. My stories always seem to go differently than I originally planned. 😊 #3 in YoungAdults 12/01/2022

the girl in the hall// Tom Kaulitz by PaulaBerzina

you just moved to Germany and have no friends. New school, new neighborhood, new life. You meet your neighbor Bill Kaulitz and you start going to the same school as him. He didn't tell you about his twin brother so you didn't know him. He ignored you until he met you in the hall. He liked you but you told Bill you didn't like him. You pushed him away when he tried to flirt but you liked him secretly. You thought you were a bad friend and what happens if Bill founds out?

The Bad Boy's Snowflake by KamrynWinter47

Catherine Spire is close enough to an average teenage girl. She is the captain of the varsity soccer team, she gets all A's and is in all honors classes. Catherine is also very sarcastic and not easily intimidated. At least, she doesn't show it when she is, and she loves to be in the shadows when she isn't playing soccer. Catherine's entire life changes, though, when she bumps into Tommy Arden one morning at school. Tommy Arden is your typical bad boy. He skips class, rides a motorcycle, has girls falling at his feet, and has a gang of bad boy friends. He doesn't care for anyone but himself. Tommy is a sarcastic arrogant jerk who doesn't put up with shit from anyone. Except Catherine, that is. Only, no one knows why. With mess ups, heartfelt talks, and a new neighbor, Catherine's life turns upside down. Can she make it through all the drama in order for her life to go back to normal? Or will the egotistical jerk be in her life to stay? This contains strong language and deals with self-harm.

Night Terrors by novelistwannabexox

Danielle and Nate haven't gotten along in years, but when Nate discovers Danielle was raped the year before, he's determined to fight for her and for love. ***** A week-long power outage can do a lot of things, but mending a decade long broken friendship didn't seem like one of them. However, when Danielle's childhood ex-best friend and current neighbor, Nate, comes knocking on her door every two seconds, she's quickly proven wrong. As Nate uncovers the secret that his best friend raped Danielle at a party the year before, he realizes the bitterness of reality and blames himself. While Danielle fights the nightmares that come both night and day, Nate does everything in his power to better things for her, whether she agrees with them or not. Content/Trigger Warning: this story contains sexual content and deals explicitly with sexual assault and violence. [[word count: 100,000-150,000 words]]

The Cure To My Pain ✔️ by LikeToBe_u

Everlee Bridge, a scared, lonely, heartbroken girl, is in a mess she never asked for. Seven years in a place she never wanted to be in broke her into pieces she couldn't pick up. Life has been hard for her since her parents gave her away to a gang. Her unwillingness cost her a lot in the past. So she accepted her defeat and decided to just keep going with everything until it reaches an end. Well, things don't go as planned when she moves to a completely different town with a bunch of other gang members. She still wants to stay hidden and away from everyone. But that seems impossible when she bumps into Asher Kellins and his absolutely crazy friends in her new school. Her life takes a different turn, but for the first time she doesn't want to fight it. But the thing is, her past is still her present and that is bound to suck her in at some point. Though in all of this, someone might help her gain her fight back. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I do not own any of the pictures used. Credits to the owner. Graphic description of abuse, violence. Mild sexual content. And a lot of swearing. Reader description is advised. 7/06/2020 - 31/05/2021

Summer Before Her (Completed) by RayelleV

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The Bad Boy Neighbor by Brookethebooknerd

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The Bad Boy Saved Me

Do you ever wonder what life would be like if it were a movie? Or some sappy romance novel that you wish your life could be like but it's not? Sometimes you may even get to caught up in the fictional world that you don't realise it IS fictional. Then when you do realise life isn't what you convinced yourself it would be, there is only one possible outcome. Depression. Which may lead to anxiety, self-harm, low self esteem, and worst of all, losing the people you love. Life works in weird ways. Not just for you but for others too. Take Cassidy Rivers for example. Her life is far from perfect. No parents, over protective big brother, few friends, and Asher Norman, the bad boy who won't stop picking on her. Could life get any worse for Cassidy?