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If Only

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Reads 234
Votes 9
Parts 14
Time 1h 9m

its_Alyana_5335

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abuse anorexia australia badboy bullying change escape fat harm highschool movingout neighbor popularity rooftop sad selfharm suicide violence

Kacy is an ordinary 17 year old girl. 
Her family conditions sucks between her mom and her deathening sickness and her dad who very often comes home with a bottle of vodka in his hand.
Her stepsister Kayla beats her everytime she has the opportunity to and Kacy's reputation is reduced into pieces.
She is known as the fat, chubby and round girl with no friends that everyone hates.
But something made all of that turn around.
She moves away.
Falls in love with her next door neighbor.
Popularity invades her life.

Where is her life leading her to?All Rights Reserved

abuse anorexia australia badboy bullying change escape fat harm highschool movingout neighbor popularity rooftop sad selfharm suicide violence

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The Cure To My Pain ✔️ cover

Flat White Rum cover

The fat girl cover

The Truth ✔ cover

The Bad Boy Neighbor cover

The Girl With Secrets cover

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The Broken Can Love Again cover

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