The Damage Of Denial

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Parts 15
Time 2h 35m

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Ryan can't be real with himself, or anybody else about who he truly is. Can he get comfortable with the truth before he loses out on everything he really wants?All Rights Reserved

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"𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘶𝘱, 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭." ryden social media au (because why not?)

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prick | ryden [completed] by -smileyross

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Gold And Coal (Ryden AU) by acrossxtheuniverse

Ryan struggles with his life, the factory work and extremely low living standards can't guarantee him a long life. He loathes nothing more than his abusive and arrogant boss, who endangers them all day after day. But due to a convenient coincidence he finds himself making acquaintance with the boss' son, Brendon, who inherited the same arrogance from his father. Could this dangerous liaison save Ryan from his horrible fait or will it toss him straight into the afterlife? - set in London during the Industrial Revolution -

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$When the Day Met the Night {RYDEN} by gee_the_jacket_slut$

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