Slowly but surely, he's slipping away. His hands are coated with the blood of the people he let down, coated so much it's difficult for Todoroki to hold on before he falls from his grip. (Tododeku) depressed!midoriya angst TRIGGER WARNING [I feel the need to clarify this so here I go, I do not have a beta reader or a plan for this story. I write it as I go, and I see where my words take me. If there's any spelling mistakes I wouldn't be surprised, as i write and then post without checking. Once in a blue moon maybe I'll check for spelling errors and correct them, but mostly I tend not to. I also don't have an update schedule, but if you pester me enough to update I'll probably do it eventually, who knows? Anyway, sorry for this monstrosity.] Warnings: -there will most likely be smut -angst -abuse -self harm -panic attacks -some heavy doses of gay -bullying