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To The People That Will Never Know ME

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Reads 17
Votes 4
Parts 2
Time 7m

Mature

anxiety awkward comedy comingofage maleprotagonist mentalscreaming relatable teenfiction

Journey with Vic as he navigates through the awkwardness of his first year in college and tries to become  the man he wished that he could be in high school.

Constant anxiety, sweaty palms, and fear are the tool's that he has been given to forge his path into manhood. Will he change, or allow the  daily struggles of adulthood to bury him?All Rights Reserved

anxiety awkward comedy comingofage maleprotagonist mentalscreaming relatable teenfiction

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