Monochrome

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Parts 2
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Reads 32
Votes 6
Parts 2
Time 6m

Mature

I'm Daniel. I have depression.
The world seems to have lost its color.
I know it's super cliche to say that, but it's the truth.
Everything just feels like a blur of monochrome shapes and light levels.
I don't understand why.All Rights Reserved

danfic danhowell

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