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(REWRITE) How Can I Keep Walking?

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When you're used to dealing with things by yourself, it can be hard to rely on others when things become too much. Allen Walker was used to being discarded and used by those around him, but was it too much to ask to keep the friends that he had made? 
Allen Walker wears long sleeves to conceal his bruises, but it's hard to wear a mask that crumbles at the first sign of trouble. Will his friends be enough to pull him out of the situation he's in?All Rights Reserved

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