Perplex
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Fri, Jul 12, 2019
Sometimes, a person doesn't want to be lonely, depressed or even be mad at itself. They don't want people to ignore other people, it's quite greedy and selfish. But reality is reality and they have to face it
Sometimes, a person may feel broken because they felt betrayed by the society and the anxiety starts to build up and traumatized the victim
But, what if not all people are bad? you'll feel like that the world is over because of corruption, discrimination, racism or inequality, or is it because of that damn parnaoia of yours that kept thinking that the world is full of shit but, there's a chance that it is not
what if there are other people that really cares about you but you couldn't see it clearly because your mind is blurry, meaning you don't accept the people around you
would you able to help yourself? or would you just end it yourself?
meet the girl named Hanabi Yokoshi
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(A/N: sht a japanese name... also i'm sorry in advanced for the grammatical error you'll be facing..english isn't my first language sooo)
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