somebody I was
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Last published Tue, May 14, 2019
I feel as if I'm in a retrogression,
All caught up in this lie.
Being eaten by my depression,
But not yet wanting to say goodbye.
All my confession,
Led by deny.
Has left me without reflection
And no more tears to cry
Here I stand on these weak legs,
No longer feeling a connection.
Scarred patterns in crimson reds
No longer seeking affection.
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