How to fix a broken soul Toxade (Ninjago fanfiction) Depressed
PurpleCherryUwU
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  • Reads 2,954
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 13m
PurpleCherryUwU
Complete, First published May 15, 2019
Mature
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When Shade joins a reunion on Chen's old island along with the other elemental masters he promises himself to stay away from them as much a possible, hiding all the evidence that he's depressed in his suite, his knife, his diary and his book of rules... the rules he writes down based on things others say to him. He's on number 188 and the purpose is that when he reaches 200... he'll kill himself. But what if somebody finds out about his state?

This story includes self-harm, abuse, and rape. If you're sensitive to any of these things don't read it! Otherwise, enjoy it!
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Tell My Father {COMPLETED}

32 parts Complete Mature

Cursed with an alcoholic father, the weight of a failed family, and the constantly watching world, Jade Leeman finds the "teen dream" tastes of nothing but bitterness and pain. Trapped in celebrity-hood, distrustful of his friends, and in constant fear of his abusive father, life becomes an unbearable weight that makes Jade's very reflection lie to him. "Why-why did we let it go this far?! Why didn't we do something-Why didn't I do something the very first day you told me your father beats you!? Why did I do nothing...?"

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