Love is a drug.
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Sometimes when you fall in love, you go into a certain phase, but sometimes you meet someone and they fill a space in your heart that can never be replaced, yet deep down you learn to know this person isn't good for you at all. They are your own personal drug that's killing you, but you become addicted to the pain. Eventually you get to the point where all the love shifts into hate and you want nothing to do with them.. but you still want them, you still want them in your life, you know it'll only hurt.. but you don't care. Then you ask yourself, do you miss them as a person? or do you miss the feelings they brought you and all the memories. Love is a drug, realize this.
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