I look at my surroundings to notice myself sitting on a grey color sofa in a living room surrounded by my family members. I notice their lip moments and I know that they are talking about. Its not like I am deaf. Its just that I have so much in my mind right now that I cant concentrate on what they are saying but I am sure of what they are talking about - MY MARRIAGE. Yes I am getting marries to the love of my life Sighing heavily I look beside me to see love of my life sitting beside me. Looking at him, I realize that its now or never. I cannot handle this I have to tell everyone what I want, what I feel about this marriage. I gather myself to voice out my decision. "I want four marriages" Silence