The Pain, Redux(Ivy x Abused Male Reader Rewrite)
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  • Reads 41,119
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 1h 46m
Complete, First published May 16, 2019
(Cover Art Found at https://www.deviantart.com/silvaze126/art/Group-Collab-Ivy-PDH-Casual-708595327)

Get up, get hit. Go to school, get hit. Go home, get hit. Go to sleep.

Your life followed a simple schedule, from abusive parents to relentless bullies, to teachers who seemed to turn a blind eye. Your reputation wasn't the best either. Criminal records, being shut in, everything. You thought it was your life, just how you were born. Just your luck. And to tell the truth, you were used to it. Since a child, your abuse started at age eight, and being a child, you only thought it natural. Now, a little more than half a decade later, something happened, and your life started to rotate, to take that 180. Towards salvation. But light is a difficult thing to grasp, to see without going blind. All you need, is a push.
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