What do you do when the person you love most hurts you the most... Rilen is the man Alyssa loves most, he is the love of her life. But is she his? They haven't had it easy, after everything Rilen has put her through, she has stayed by his side and loved him through it all. He loves her, he knows he does, and he wants to love her the way she deserves but he can't. Hurting her wasn't intentional, he knew what he was doing, she knew what he was doing and eventually she had to walk away... hoping one day they would find their way back to one another and love like never before. All told from HER point of view