My Diary
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Last published Fri, Feb 5, 2021
Hi my name is Portia, I am 18-years-old and this is all of my inner thoughts, I have a lot of them. There are some like happy thoughts or dark thoughts, there are some that are sexual or freaky 😜. I don't want to write all these down on paper mainly because I don't want the people i live with to find it and read it. They don't know about this page so they most likely won't find it. So ENJOY!! 😆😆
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