Harlow has a hard time living through her clouded mind. So much seems to happen to her with so little time to process it. She has considered herself living on both sides of the coin (living a good life and bad life). But, even experiencing all of that still leaves her in the grey area. She's not more bad than good, more white than black, more pure than unpure...She's in the middle. But, she doesn't know why, how to cope with it, or fix it. Will she always be in such a position? Or, will she "fix" everything wrong with her to "fix" her problems?