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Deepest Fears

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So? where shall I begin? How I met death itself? How I met God of sleeping around? or the events to lead to it? I guess I should interduce myself first huh? Well my name is Neil Calvaire. I am 13 and I have a dick so yeah I am a guy or am I? dot dot! anyway I guess you'll have to read to find out. not really sure how I will tell my story so just go with it. oh if you don't want to go with the flow then get the hell out of my life! ugh i'm going crazy again aren't I? i'm sitting here reliving the past to process what has happen to me in my mind to a madeup person or people in my mind. you know what fuck this shit I got of here! (meaning I'm going to sleep) "who the hell you talking to in there?" FUCK "NOONE" "Fucking werido" "FUCK Y'ALL" ugh i'm fucked up.......All Rights Reserved

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