Lovely
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Ongoing, First published May 19, 2019
Mature
Thought I found a way. 

Trying to escape my fears. 

But you never go away. 

All the thoughts are the same. 

Die. 

So I guess I gotta stay now.

There's no way out. 

There's no on here to help me. 

I hope some day I'll make it out of here. 

I need somebody with me. 

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years. 

Please come save me before it's too late. 

Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near. 

I can't hide away from them. 

It's impossible. 

Don't bother trying. 

Wanna feel alive.

But I can't feel alive. 

I feel dead. 

Outside I can fight my fear.

I really can't fight my fears.

I'm weak.

.................... 

***WARNING***
This story has mentions of self harm. I don't mean to offend anyone. It just that this story is based on Mental Health. I may also contain strong violence and a lot of blood mentions as well. 

This story is made because I want people to understand about Mental Health. Some people use Mental Health issues as excuses and I think that it is wrong. Mental Health is a serious thing and people need to understand that. 

Don't say that I didn't warn you. 

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Started: May 19, 2019
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