It's All in Your Head (Inkitt)

DISCLAIMER: This story is about two people, both of whom have bipolar disorder. I am in no way, shape or form giving advice to anyone with this disorder through the happenings of this book. I, too, have this disorder, and from what I've heard, mental health professionals often advise against two people with this disorder becoming romantically involved. I'm not saying that it's impossible for it to work out, but as tempting as the idea might be, know that you can trigger each other's episodes with your own episodes. I personally advise against it.

This book also contains themes of BDSM.

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I didn't know what would happen the day I took the first puff of that blunt. I didn't know about the crippling anxiety, the rapid cycle that would have me swinging like a pendulum between bouts of blinding mania and crippling depression.

I didn't know how much it would hurt the people that I love the most.

Do I ever miss my old life? Do I ever wish that I could switch everything happening now for the boring, mediocre past that I once had?

Not that I was "normal" before, I experienced my highs and lows, but good God, it was better than this.