Please, let me die.
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Bakugou thinks a lot. Maybe too much. Absolutely too much. He comes to hate himself for all that he has done to hurt. Pushing others away, he insists that he is fine but they know he isn't. Todoroki has had enough so he sets out to make him feel better.
In which Bakugou is depressed and Todoroki helps but ends up falling in love.
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