White Noise
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Last published Mon, May 4, 2015
In a small town in Vancouver, Maeve Spencer lived at home with her psychotic mother, abusive step-father, and brother Ryder. Every morning would be the same, waking up to a death match between her parents, checking for any food, then checking up on Ryder.
Maeve was an average teen, going through the phase of rebellion. her parents didn't seem to care what she did, as long as her grades were the best in class.
The only the place she could find peace was in the old book store down the street.
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