Shut up, Count Your Calories
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Last published Thu, May 30, 2019
TW: This story is about a girl named Tessa Sunderland who suffers from anorexia nervosa, but she gets caught up with drama and a typical bad boy.
(the mental illnesses I will be mainly focusing on is anorexia nervosa, ocd, and anxiety. but there may be other triggering illnesses such as bpd, bipolar disorder, depression etc..)
I am in no way romanticizing mental illnesses, and I am sure I will get hate for this story. I am simply portraying life events that I have went through myself and just displaying how the world truly is. There will be romantic love interests but it will not have anything to do with their mental illnesses, keep reading if it sounds interesting.
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