selfish memories (completed)
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"Jadon's back." It felt like the words were from a dream I had dreamt, a performance I had rehearsed and a wish I had wished for ages. It felt like I was drunk and imagining things. It didn't feel real. I just stared at him and everyone else wondering if what I heard was what came out of Nathan's mouth or if my depression had turned into hallucinations.
Star Stone is about to change for the better, maybe. She has just gotten back the one boy she's been in love with for ages. Normally it would be good news for her but there's always the bad in the good. Star is now faced with the challenge to tell Jadon the biggest secret she's kept from him. A secret that can either stop her selfish memories from haunting her, or a secret that can ruin what she has been holding onto for more than just two years.
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