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"Jadon's back." It felt like the words were from a dream I had dreamt, a performance I had rehearsed and a wish I had wished for ages. It felt like I was drunk and imagining things. It didn't feel real. I just stared at him and everyone else wondering if what I heard was what came out of Nathan's mouth or if my depression had turned into hallucinations. 

Star Stone is about to change for the better, maybe. She has just gotten back the one boy she's been in love with for ages. Normally it would be good news for her but there's always the bad in the good. Star is now faced with the challenge to tell Jadon the biggest secret she's kept from him. A secret that can either stop her selfish memories from haunting her, or a secret that can ruin what she has been holding onto for more than just two years.(CC) Attribution-NoDerivs

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The Way Back by tiger_lilly

Abby returns from travelling, surprised that her ex-best friend Dylan wants to reconnect. When she visits him, he's as big of an ass as ever, but she finds herself drawn to his roommate Clay -the boy she never thought she deserved in high school. When everything goes pear-shaped, he's the one she can't stop thinking about. ******* I've recently revised the story. Enjoy and please don't forget to vote. :) **************** 2025 Rankings: #8 Notwhatitseems #33 Exbestfriend, out of 1.18k stories #67 admirer, out of 1.64k stories

Once Upon A Bet by _SiaraL_

A bet. A tape. A betrayal. Two years ago everything crumbled in Nova Jensen's perfect world after trusting her heart to the wrong person only to find out everything was false. All her 'friends', her family... she left it all behind and moved to England with her aunt to end her studies there, away from all the drama. Now she's graduated and has to return her hometown for the summer before college, but is she ready to face the place that broke her? The people that betray her? Is she ready to face Jake Tucker?

A Memory Away by KNGKAY

[HR: #2 in Young Adult 28/3/19] ❛❛One look and I fell in love again.❜❜ ❈ ❈ ❈ "Aren't you going to say anything?" I turned around to face him. "Thanks for saving my ass." I swallowed my pride. He shook his head. "No, not that." I looked at him funny. "Then, what do you want me to say?" As if he got offended, he started blinking, trying to find something to say. "I-I don't know! Maybe about where you've been!" I frowned, not really understanding what he's saying. And for a second, I thought he was crazy. "Why are you acting like you don't know me?" ❈ ❈ ❈ After waking up from a year and a half coma, Mia had no choice but to trust her personal nurse to recover. And the fact that she doesn't remember anything about her life, didn't make it any easier... However, just when she finally recovered, her nurse convinced her to go to a private academy to build a new life in a better environment. But little did she know, she discovered that it was way more than just a regular school. Find out what happens to Mia as she discovers the dark place she's got into and the reason behind it. Or should I say, the person behind it? Find out what happens when she starts remembering things, leading to a tragic comeback from people she always wanted to forget. Because forever and always, Sebastian will be her reminder. ❈ ❈ ❈ I love you, was the last thing you said, But I didn't believe that you were dead... ❈ ❈ ❈ Previously known as 'Remember Me'. {REWRITING}

Before The Bad - Volume I by fanaticft04

"If I told you my secrets, you would never look at me the same." His fingertips graze my jaw, travelling up behind my ear and into my hair. I let out a soft sigh, unsure of how I feel about all of this. It's all sort of abrupt, but the way my stomach flutters when I'm around him is undeniable. Jaxon inches his face closer and I'm sure he's going to kiss me. Only he doesn't. He shakes his head and steps back, rethinking his choice. And now, he's gone. He's left me, in the empty parking lot of Cardinal Carter, and all I'm left with is the chanting from the field. I turn my head and watch him pick up his pace as he nears his Jeep. He fooled me. Again. Really, I should've never let an old flame burn twice. ---------- If anyone's experienced childhood trauma, it's Stella Blake. In her just fourteen years of life, she's witnessed her abusive, alcoholic father repeatedly beat her mother, saved her mother's life during the last straw, and truly knows what poverty is like. Headed into her freshman year of the prestigious Cardinal Carter Academy, Stella finally feels as if she's better. She knows she is. Her mother and her are doing fine now-financially and mentally. So what could go wrong? Jaxon Spade is the complete opposite. A once good boy turned Juvenile, the Junior carries an immense secret. One that he's sure will dethrone him as king. Jaxon is set to be the heir of the Canadian Mafia, also known as his fathers company, Spade Industries. Often seen as a rich boy who doesn't understand the ways of survival, he was once declared as Stella Blake's first love. Hiding family troubles of his own, Jaxon emotionally struggles to get by. That is, until he lays his eyes on Stella Blake. Prequel to Good Gone Bad - if you'd like some insight on the characters after their high school experiences, I suggest you read that first.

Gasp of Air by HarmonysLoveHP

When Dani agrees to drive a drunken Shane Olsen home, she assumes it's just a simple favor-one night, one ride, nothing more. But that single act pulls her into a world she never expected. As she learns more about Shane, she begins to uncover the pain and secrets he keeps buried beneath his carefully crafted exterior. In the process, she starts to see the cracks in her own life, realizing how much she has been merely surviving rather than truly living. Shane has spent years enduring neglect and abuse, learning the hard way that the people who appear perfect often hide the darkest truths. With Dani, he finds someone who sees beyond his mistakes, someone who challenges him to believe he's capable of more. But their relationship is anything but easy-tangled in struggles, unspoken fears, and the weight of the past, they fight to avoid becoming the very people who hurt them. As they grow closer, both Dani and Shane must decide if they can break free from the cycles of pain and regret that defined their parents' lives-or if they are doomed to repeat them.

Her Conscience by _Ash_es

Star is a different type of girl. Ever since she got detached from her divorced, emotionally unavailable parents, she's been filling up her quiet, lonely world with music and dancing. She's practically a musical prodigy at 16 and music can't possibly be taken away from her. The only people she's ever been really close to are her psycho, over enthusiastic bff's. They're the only people she can tolerate anyway. That's until one fateful day when she meets a cocky, narcissistic, though really cute guy at her favourite fro yo shop who gets under her skin for just being himself. She absolutely detests guys like him. Absolutely gorgeous, frustratingly charming, cocky as hell and shockingly talented at music. That's right. Star discovers that this seemingly unbearable guy loves music almost as much as she does and just that single fact makes her heart soften a little so she lets her guard down for just a tiny bit. But after that one moment that she decides to let it down, she realises that she can't get it back up again. She discovers she can actually feel things and once she acknowledges this, her whole world is completely changed from the quiet, peaceful, drama free life she has always been used to into a series of drama, heartbreak, tears, broken trusts and friendships. |Featured X1| @romance(high school romance)

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The Probability of Love by platinumstars

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The Way Back

Abby returns from travelling, surprised that her ex-best friend Dylan wants to reconnect. When she visits him, he's as big of an ass as ever, but she finds herself drawn to his roommate Clay -the boy she never thought she deserved in high school. When everything goes pear-shaped, he's the one she can't stop thinking about. * I've recently revised the story. Enjoy and please don't forget to vote. :) ********** 2025 Rankings: #8 Notwhatitseems #33 Exbestfriend, out of 1.18k stories #67 admirer, out of 1.64k stories