"Within time it self lies the true terror, a darkness so great that not even god has been able to vanquish it. A terror known by man, only by its reflections the Memories." This is a story about growing up with a dark past, that will forever shadow the main characters every foot step. Follow Nicholas in his journey through life. Looking for answers and if possible, love. The story begins in the present, while most of the story takes place in the past, slowly working its way up to the present. This is a story based on true events. Names, places and some facts have been changed to avoid recognition. This story contains M/M (male on male action), hints of child abuse and strong language. Condersider yourself warned. Mixed Ratings, if a chapter contains mature content, it will be stated in the very beginning. It will be stated in the beginning of a chapter, if it can be skipped without plot holes.