Wake

As she curled up
Into the warm comfort of a blanket
She finally felt safe.
But then
Her scars decorating her wrists
Her thighs
Her stomach
Her waist
Like a Christmas tree
Began to tingle
Reminding her of what she had to wake to.
As she fell
Into the sinister darkness
She whispered
"I wish I could wake up with amnesia
And forget all the things I've done
The things they said
The wishes I made
Forever gone."
"I wish I could wake up
And have forgotten why I did this
And have real questions to ask."
"I wish I could wake up with amnesia
And forget
Everything
I've done."