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Atelophobia| Vent Book

Idkwatimdointbh

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Reads 752
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Parts 70
Time 33m

Idkwatimdointbh

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Atelophobia

Perfectionism, in psychology, is a personality traits characterized by a person's striving for flawlessness and setting high performance standards, accompanied by critical self-evaluations and concerns regarding others' evaluations. It is best conceptualized as a multidimensional characteristic, as psychologists agree that there are many positive and negative aspects. In its malafaptiveform, perfectionism drives people to attempt to achieve unattainable ideals or unrealistic goals, often leading to depression and low self-esteem. By contrast, adaptive perfectionism can motivate people to reach their goals, and to derive pleasure from doing so.

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Vent book, very short chapters. Will have triggering shit but mostly me complaining and stuff that is not serious in any way.


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