Fragility at its finest
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For me pain is a stage in my life that takes forever to get over so to make the process faster I chose to write. I put all my pain on a piece of paper in hopes of feeling a little more content with writing how I feel. Pain is a very abstract concept and it will always be there regardless of how old I am so rather than crying myself till I have nothing left to feel I chose to write it all down in hopes of finding myself again or even helping others who are going through the same thing.
Pain is something everyone carries. It's like the moon looming in the dark waiting for the light to disappear just to swoon in and make your chest feel heavy to make your eyes colourless and hide the brokenness within them. Everyone is a broken jigsaw puzzle piece waiting to be put back together. Sometimes the people you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain. They are the ones that break your heart, the ones who betray the hardest and the ones who resurface insecurities they ones helped you get rid of. Cherish times you have with them because happiness does not last forever...
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