Reincarnated Into A RPG as the most hated party member

My eyes have opened into a new world, a place that I know well because I have spent over 200 hour exploring it. A game which is in my top rank of ten, Called The Blessed and Cursed...
How the hell did I get here. AND WHY AM I THE MOST HATED CHARCTER!
Either im the damsel in distress thats annoying to save because she needs saving over eighteen time in the god dame game. Or if she is kept alive by some mircal, she turn into a villain thats a pain to kill. A Secret boss that people hate to get the achivement off, mostly because it too dame hard to get. Also I have a peronal vandetta because the bitch killed me four times in the game.
My plan, stay away from the blessed child who will become the hero.... Sophelia childhood frined, Sophelia the charcter I have become. All I want to do is return home or stay alive either works. Oh and by the way my real name is Jessica Smith.

Picture was painted by my brother in law Rich, if you like it please looki at his facebook page. https://www.facebook.com/richmixart/