LONG DRAG
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They say "after being disappointed so many times.. You lose hope in everything" and yes i believed it..
Why? I've been expecting a lot too much. I thought everything was going to be Perfect and i thought i would be able to finish college and have a better life together with my bestfriend and i thought i was going to be able to repay all of the hardwork of my mum but then these expectations and dreams were now completely destroyed and forgotten because of the War and the unresponsible candidates of the United Nations...
My name is Zack. And i am a survivor lf the LDCC (Long Drag Concentration Camp) and this is my Journal before and after the 6 days war.
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