She hadn't tried to kill herself. Like maybe if she keeps telling herself that, if she keeps repeating the words in her mind, singing them to herself. She'll start to believe them.
"I have this friend that I care for deeply. Her boyfriend is an asshole, they would fight all the time, yet she can't find it in her to leave him for whatever reason. I try to help her but I never seem to say the right things. She killed herself, she just killed herself without leaving a note or anything. And I can't understand why she did that."