Broken Beyond Repair
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None of them noticed it. It was strange, really. I thought it was obvious. I fell asleep in class due to lack of sleep, I always ate loads in front of others because I didn't eat when I was alone, I wore my jacket or kept my sleeves rolled down because of the scratchs on my arms and I let people tell me I was a monster. Once you've been told something enough times, you start believing it. Except, I had always believed it. But it took near death for me to realise that they were all wrong. I wasn't a monster. I wasn't evil. I was Rin Okumura. And I was broken beyond repair.
WARNING: there will be triggering chapters and quite a bit of swearing.
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