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The love I Don't have .
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Ongoing, First published May 26, 2019
Mature
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Emmaline, a young Black-British woman, decides to move to New York to start a new life. She meets Aubin, a self-contained man who resists all her principles and challenges all her inclinations. 
Somehow... something raw blossoms, despite the reluctance from both Emmaline and Aubin. 

But then there was the problem of Aubin's past - coming back to haunt them both. 


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A romantic - thriller that tests the perceptions of love and romance - all against the backdrop of New York City. 

Inter-racial romance.
For mature readers.
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In The Arms Of La Belva

51 parts Complete Mature

She came to Venice for an escape. He offered her a reason to stay. Joseline never thought she'd be reckless. But when a stranger with dark eyes and an even darker past sweeps into her life, she finds herself drawn into a world she never imagined. Roman is all charm and danger-a man whose presence commands attention, whose touch ignites desire, and whose secrets could shatter everything. She knows she should walk away. He never should have let her in. But in the city of romance, where passion and peril intertwine, neither of them can resist the pull. As Joseline explores Venice, Roman becomes her unexpected guide-showing her the beauty hidden within its winding canals and whispering streets. But beneath the city's elegance lies a shadowy underworld, and Roman's ties to it run deep. The man who has given her adventure is the same man who could destroy her. When danger closes in, Joseline must decide: will she trust Roman with her heart, or will she become another casualty of his world?

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