You Should Be Here (Ashton Irwin x Male Reader)
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"Your body is here, but your mind is somewhere else."
"So far gone, and you think I can't tell that you are disconnected, you've pulled away."
The pain that the situation was bringing him felt unbearable. You were drifting apart and it was breaking his heart. Where have you gone? Where was the boy he fell in love with?
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