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Written in these walls...

Mari_is_a_penguinx

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Reads 582
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Parts 17
Time 59m

Mari_is_a_penguinx

5sos ashtonirwin depression england love selfharm

I'm the most popular girl in school. I am the perfect weight and I have a thigh gap. I have a smooth face. I have the greatest family ever. I am also dating the most popular football player in school........not. No one in school knows me. I don't feel comfortable with my weight. I don't have perfect skin instead I have scars. My parents are divorced and I don't have a boyfriend. In fact I am new to here. I had moved from the U.S. to Australia because my mom met my step father  online. I want to start my life new, but it might be hard. I don't want to feel alone in this....so I will bring you guys along with. Please just don't leave me quite yet.All Rights Reserved

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𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏

My life have been nothing but pain and torture. Ever since I was little I have always been known as the 'FAT' girl. People at school would always make fun of me, push me until fall, threatening me and at home its worst my stepmother and her three demons would physically abuse me. Only one person would be nice to me his name is Shawn Mendes. Sweetest boy I ever meet, cutest boy I ever saw What did I ever do to them besides be myself. One day they took it to far. Next thing I know I'm in a hospital bed after a two year coma with a new look and a new taste of revenge. Started: April 2,2019 Finished: July 3,2019