Painkiller
thedeafones
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  • Reads 2,023
  • Votes 176
  • Parts 31
  • Time 4h 32m
thedeafones
Complete, First published May 28, 2019
Mature
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Wonder Matler spent the entirety of his life surviving. Survival meant learning how to use his leg again and fitting in even though he had a crippled leg. Survival meant keeping shitty friends and letting them make shitty decisions for him. Survival to Wonder meant taking all the means necessary to numb the bad feelings but consequently forgetting the good ones along the way also.

But when Wonder met Luis Gallegos one erroneous night, he remembered how it felt to live. So Wonder did what he always does-- disregard the rules and fuck everything up. But maybe fucking everything up was the only way for Wonder to realize that his survival tactics were slowly killing him.
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So Irresistible (BoyXBoy)

22 parts Ongoing Mature

I wouldn't say my upbringing was all rosy and luxurious! Despite being the son of a legendary producer and songwriter. I guess hard times meant my life would be changing forever! My overly religious mom saw to that shit when fighting for custody of me so I could be "saved and sanctified" with her in Mexico City. But maybe that's not such a bad thing after all. I would say my time here has been... interesting. Because moving here eventually meant meeting Mateo Garcia, someone I have nothing in common with. And meeting him meant opening up feelings I never knew I had. And worse, it meant our friend groups, who despise each other, had to meet each other. And boy oh boy, is that story me, my friends, AND his friends have to tell, Chi...

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