If love was a curse!

Ever wondered where would loving someone take you?
Have you met your Mr. Right yet?
A beautiful love story, is what I wished for since my early teenage . I had my dreams, about the so called perfect guy.
Yes, I found him finally. College was the place. I was told that, I am lucky to find him but my thoughts were otherwise. Everything was just like a fairy tale for both of us. And when everything was going smoothly, he comes into the scene and it was too late before I realized that the script was entirely changed. When he walks the corridors in all his masculine glory, it was obvious for any girl to fall for him.
Love was always in my priorities. I thought of love as a cure to my agony, as a therapy for my loneliness. I was proved wrong. 1 year after falling in love, I wonder, " if love caused so much pain, would hatred be the cure?" Many questions but answers found to none. Probably I loved him enough to hurt him.
Maybe I was the lucky one and not him.
All I know is the fact that, I played the villain in my own story.