It's You (BxB)

Are you the definition of insanity?
Or am I?

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"I've been living in the shade for too long. Too much have been kept from me, they all lied! I thought- I thought I could-" he suddenly laughed. Hard.

"Trust," he spat the word, "Trust doesn't exist. Everyone'll fuck you over in one way or the other." He picked up the knife with his bloody fingers, bringing it to his mouth.

He smirked at me, "I want to taste you again."

I breathed out in disbelief. When did it all change? Who is this ..dare I say... Monster. Despite him being completely fucked in the head, unpredictable- I felt myself stirring in my pants.

He licked the blade slowly, keeping his intense gaze on me as he cleaned the crimson off the stainless steel with his tongue.

"Think about what you're doing, okay? This isn't the way to go-" my breath hitched as he lunged forward and jumped atop of me. I lost my balance, falling backwards on top of several bodies.

"Sshhh," he giggled, trapping me in an awkward sit-up position with both his legs on either side of my thighs.He pressed the blade to my throat. I felt it piercing my skin. I didn't move, just stared up at him as the worst thing ever happened.

I got fully erect underneath his ass. I'm sure he could feel it, but he didn't comment. My once innocent little twink leaned down and licked the blood trickling from the incision he made.
He moaned softly in my ear, "Still so delicious."

"Fr-"

"Don't you dare. The only reason you're alive right now is because I owe you my life. I lost a part of myself. A big part. Thanks to you, I have found my purpose."

"You can't do this, please."

"Funny to see who's begging now. It's too late." He laughed manically with blood stained teeth. He tilted his head, like he used to do, but instead of warm welcoming eyes, it was a cold icy glare that sent shivers down my back.

"Who's the monster now?"

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When I look into
The mirror I do
Not see myself
But all of you
Who made me

-DJ