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[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku
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Ongoing, First published May 29, 2019
animebakudekubakugoubnhabokunoheroacademiadekudepresseddiarydiaryentriesizukuizukumidoriyakacchankatsudekukatsukikatsukibakugoumhamidoriyamyheroacademiasadsuicidalthoughtswattys2019
in which izuku gives himself a year to perfect his swan dive

!lowercase intended

ranks:

#55 in diary
#312 in katsudeku
#429 in bakudeku
#3 in diaryentries
#128 in depressed
#796 in bokunoheroacademia
#110 in suicidalthoughts
#993 in myheroacademia
#346 in katsuki
#152 in kacchan
#409 in midoriya
#501 in izuku
#282 in izukumidoriya
#206 in katsukibakugou
#897 in mha
#559 in deku
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18 parts Complete Mature

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

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