Before the year ends

I always wanted to so much before my nineteenth birthday.

-Get a tattoo.

-Go on a trip to Florida.

-Go to my first concert.

-Learn a foreign language.

-Dye my hair.

-Go rock climbing.

-Get my own car.

-Visit my mom.

-Have piercings.

-Move out if my dad's house.

-Get a dog.

-Find a better job.

-See Riley and her son.

-Get wasted.

-Help get Danielle into rehab.

-Watch Walter go to the eighth grade.

-Go to college.

I wanted all of these things to fall into place just the way they should . And maybe I won't get everything on my list done by the end if the year but the one thing that I want the most , more than whatever this dumb list on it was

To find love.

Before the year ends.