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I Need You But I Dont Want You

LifeAndDeathHappens

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Reads 195
Votes 6
Parts 5
Time 1h 23m

LifeAndDeathHappens

castiel castielanddeanwilldate deanwinchester depression destiel gayrelations imsorry mentalillness samwinchester selfharm suicideattempt supernatural

Dean Winchester, a broken man, far beyond what he even knows.

His gradual slope into the dark twsited depression that holds him just crashes, and instead of sliding, hes falling.

He has to get up from dinner and run to his room. Because he knows that hes about to break.

Warning: Deals with Mental illnesses, Self harm, and Suicide.All Rights Reserved

castiel castielanddeanwilldate deanwinchester depression destiel gayrelations imsorry mentalillness samwinchester selfharm suicideattempt supernatural

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Just Let me love you / destiel cover

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West Coast cover

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Treat you better cover

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just my luck

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