Wala akong maalala. Iyon ang tangi kong natatandaan. Wala akong ideya kung paano maiiugnay ang aking dapat paniwalaan sa katotohanan. My existence leading me in a world were lies are the truth and betrayal is the fidelity. The need to go back is disturbing. I came to an end where my simply way out is the menacing dark man that i've never met before or so i thought. I just don't know if he will deliver me in my salvation or will peril me on my own grievous death. The only inevitable under the circumstances which i cannot unravel was the fetish insanity of this dark man for claiming me as his.