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A dream is like a kind of movie in our minds. We don't know if those dreams are true or not but we believe that sometimes it will happen or it already happened. It was like a series of events of our lives, that is why we keep on watching it every night.
Sometimes I don't have a dream and if there's any I suddenly forget it after I wake up. Well, sometimes I feel like my dreams are all true or there are such things that are real, it's like I'm in the movie and I act that I was there in such reality.
I dreamt about a guy and we're like a couple. He was really a type of a man that you can described as "perfect." He is damn good attractive. He is so cool. And lastly, the most promising person that I've ever had and seen.
I am Saint, a college student and I have a discreet feeling towards my best friend, Perth. We're high school classmates and we're on a different program in college. Hence, we are living in the same roof. I can say that he is a responsible person. But sometimes he's annoying. However, I am not sure when will I be able to make my final decision to open up my feelings towards him and I don't know what would be his thoughts or reactions to that idea of confessing my love for him.
Between Perth and the guy in my dream, I can say that they are totally different and I am interested to know who is that guy. I am really curious but that is not my priority. What I feel is maybe in a chaotic situation but I am really sure to the extent of choosing whom I really love.
"A dream maybe a past reality or a future's success."
Is it just a fantasy that everyone would like to have hoping for a happily ever after? Or it's just a nightmare that will end in a tragic and painful way? I don't know what would be the ending of this story and I'm not to spoil it anyway.
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