What He Never Said βœ”οΈ
neurotick
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  • Time 4h 27m
neurotick
Complete, First published Jun 01, 2019
Mature
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"That night, did Benson--?"

"Okay, I'm gonna stop you right there," she cuts me off. "You shouldn't be here, Bowie."

"Raelyn, I'm sorry. I--"

"I have company coming. I don't have time to chat."

The somber look in her eyes snaps my heart in half like a twig. I've dug up something that she tried really hard to keep buried.

----------

 π•­π–”π–œπ–Žπ–Š π•­π–Šπ–†π–šπ–‹π–”π–—π–™ has been harboring a dangerous secret for seven years. Now Raelyn Porter is dead, and he feels responsible. With the guilt of her death weighing heavily on his shoulders, he must figure out how to move on with his life.

And also how to forgive himself for a crime that he didn't commit. 

A tale of love, revenge, and family loyalty. Rediscover "What She Left Behind" in Bowie's perspective.

***BOOK TWO IN THE RAE OF LIGHT SERIES. However, it can be read as a stand-alone.***


Copyright Β© 2019 Briana Eliza. All rights reserved.

50k - 60k words 

Awards:
Chaos Awards 8 - 3rd Place πŸ₯‰
2020 Winter Rose Awards - 3rd Place πŸ₯‰
2020 Summer Zodiac Awards - 1st Place πŸ₯‡

Highest rankings:
#1 in πŸ…rapeculture
#9 in πŸ…metoo
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