Rivals or lovers?

Hello there my name is Lisa Manoban and I go to Seoul High school. I am 18 year old and almost done with the my second year and I will finally become a senior. Im not popular in school but I'm not a nobody either. To me school is fun because I love learning and reading. I have a group that consist of my 3 best friends Jennie unnie, Jisoo unnie and Rose unnnie. I Love my unnies to dead, we've been friends since 4th grade and our bond is as strong as ever, maybe even stronger there like my sisters.

Alright enough about the positive sides of thing in my life. Let's get to the negatives. My family isn't normal like the usual one mother and one father happy life, instead I have none. My father died in an unexpected car crash and my mother got sick because of all the pressure we had with trying to make money without him and eventually died because of how weak she became. Im always blaming myself for this, I was only 8 when dad died and 10 when mom died. I always thought that if I helped nothing would happen to my mother at least but, I didn't, I was a horrible selfish dauther.

That may seem like a long time ago but it still fresh in my brain like a permeant tattoo inside my mind reminding of those days. Although I'm not done yet there's still...him. He is the most annoying human being I have ever interacted or laid my eyes on he's just makes my blood boil every single day. Bloody hell I just want to dislodge that big mouth of his. You can tell I have some anger issues but I always try to control them t just he crosses ever limit I have for him until I blow up. In all he's my enemy and bully and nothing will change that EVER. Jeon Jungkook.