When It Ends
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Last published Thu, Jan 23, 2020
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April 29th is the day I started cutting. Everybody has been treating me like shit and I'm done with it. I'm done with everybody bullying me, and rapeing me. I'm just waiting for all of this to end. And it'll end soon. And when it does everything will be better. And no one will notice I'm gone.
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