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*ON HOLD* every time we touch {n.s au} | boyxboy

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Parts 20
Time 1h 46m

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Niall and Louis have been best friends for the longest time. But what happens when this new boy comes around..? Nonetheless, the new boy Harry is depressed and has a big secret that he tries to hide from everyone. The only one that knows about his secret is his ex Louis. Niall is the one that has a crush on Harry and what will Niall do when Harry touches him?? Will Harry open up to Niall?? Will they become something more?? 

*Mature Content*
*Trigger Warning: This story will include self-harm and mentions of past suicide attempts*
*Violence/Blood* 
*Strong Language*
*Drug and Alcohol Use* 
*Sexual Content*
*Molestation* 
*Boy/Boy: If you don't like it then please don't read*

I hope you all enjoy!! 
~Gabby xxAll Rights Reserved

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