*ON HOLD* every time we touch {n.s au} | boyxboy
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Last published Wed, Jun 3, 2015
Niall and Louis have been best friends for the longest time. But what happens when this new boy comes around..? Nonetheless, the new boy Harry is depressed and has a big secret that he tries to hide from everyone. The only one that knows about his secret is his ex Louis. Niall is the one that has a crush on Harry and what will Niall do when Harry touches him?? Will Harry open up to Niall?? Will they become something more??
*Mature Content*
*Trigger Warning: This story will include self-harm and mentions of past suicide attempts*
*Violence/Blood*
*Strong Language*
*Drug and Alcohol Use*
*Sexual Content*
*Molestation*
*Boy/Boy: If you don't like it then please don't read*
I hope you all enjoy!!
~Gabby xx
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